what a girl wants; littlelambgirl diary

2012-02-07T18:57:00.003+02:00

lately replaced crubbing w majonggg alr.
HAHA, damn, another unhealthy activity;
thrice a week alreadyy urghh. lol

Valentines coming ;)
gnaaa bake a big jar of cooooookie for my date!
hehhh,
you-know-i-know-you ;)
anddd yeaa,
i wna build a bear again,
may i?
and can i greeeeedy and ask for a musical box too?
sighs,
but i'll never have the courage t face you,
cos you wont even be 'there' anymore.

2012-01-31T18:51:00.002+02:00

we found love in a hopeless place.

someone please guide me,
which path should i choose?

man,
we found love in a
damn HOPELESS place.

v.day, woots.

end of jan was good;
uss & crockford hotel stay w family was awesome,
and then
gong xi gong xi,
and
butter; happy birthday wei hao :)

time to mug mug mug,
no joke!

2012-01-17T12:44:00.002+02:00

booooomerang;
if we ever meeeeet again:

you:
why somebody like you
doing in a place like this
say did you come alone,
or did you bring all your friends

me:
do you come here much
i swear ive seen your face before
hope you dont see me blush
but i cant helped but want you more

us:
i'll never be the same,
IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN.

pondering over matters w regards to the varying social context we're growing up in.
social background, contacts, backup so important?
and yes, thats the truth about life.
turning point in all our lives ;)
gna be an exciting yr ahead!

2012-01-04T17:54:00.002+02:00

blame it on the jug of long island tea.

one by one, all of us are sick,
fever, flu, throat infection,
and we all went t the docs.

man -.-

movieee review:

1. mission impossible
4/5 stars; love the stunts,
and duh, tom cruise ;)
intellectually hilarious w an element of comical charm ;)

2. sherlock holmes
4/5 stars;
ehhh i missed the first 45mins of the show :(
but the actions, storyline and settings of the scene are pretty amazing!
perhaps its becausee i love their costumes, hehe :D

3.new year's eve
2/5 stars;
first time i left before it reaches half of the show.
its all about time squareee ;/
and yeaaa, why is jessica parker in such a show?!

okay,
and i just mixed my antibiotics into my milk,
and still, it tastes like crap.
awfully disgusting -.-
mayb i should listen t docs advice;
start learning how t swallow using jelly bean :D

2012-01-01T21:09:00.002+02:00

club club club.
butter.zirca.phuture.

NO MORE :D
bye bye, fun though,
but i'll never give up my friendship in exchange for a moment of attention. :/

epic stories always,
some good, others awkward and some disgustingg.
o wells,
and i should have known and woke up long ago :o

had a chiongggg, yet chillax new yearr :)
heh day bef new year eve. like a..........
(you know i know HEH, skipped lecture and...... LOL)
& for new year..
not emo though other friends who stayed home for new year were
like emo kids! HAHAH. and one of them:

friend c: like an emo kid, staying at home.. mom mj-ing, i wna go play dota naw

me: go order delivery and watch ch5 countdown even better lor

friend c: yeah and invite delivery man in and count down w me

me: -.- nice one

and and...

friend z: like a sian, at home. emo

me: why

friend z: cos im watching 2012

me: :/ nice show. end of the world

hahahaha,
while other friends are at siloso beach, powerhouse, other peeps house drinking& celeb.
:O

and today, 1st jan!
friends gg phuture agan:O omgggggg,
am tempted t party, really.
but cannot. yup, no no!

if you happen t read this,
could u please ask me t STUDY.
omyyyyy....

2011-12-26T18:36:00.002+02:00

if 2012 is really the end of the world according to mayan calendar,

then ive just celebrated my last christmas.
started really happy, but ended with a tragic note.

24th xmas eve:
hotel stay at grand copthorne hotel w my new found uni friends.
pam, wm, wh, amos, bt, sha&sam, ck, yt...
so we played games and drink.
3 bots, belvedere, malibu (yum), doub black whisky
circle of death, in-between, synchronised numbers...
disliked my drink being tampered cos i went t the washroom!!!
:( hahah,
but other then that, all is fine la,
and followed by nitendo WII the whole night,
thanks t partner, hahah, emerged champ! :)

but ehh, well done, my game partner gave me listerine and toothbrush for xmas! -.-
HAHA, through gift exchange laaa.
oh yea, and i love the hello kitty organiser and card my sis pam gave me :)
good night w'out clubbing!! haha, and thanks t bt for fetching me back:)
most impt, really appreciate wm's effort for organising it man.
indeed a memorable xmas.
or memorable last xmas.

25th: yeahhhh, dead tired.
but still, haha, called bape and cabbed down to fetch him t church,
sitting at 2nd row w jan, bel... :o
sermon was really relevant!

God will make use of small and insignificant people, places and things to do
something big, amazing and successful :D
so firstly,
dont be afraid, go (back) to him, and he will rise us up,
fufiling our destiny. :)

woooo, and yeahh,
followed by 2 friends of ours called S and A,
asking us t parteh at ph that night.
and yeah, holy xmas,
we jolly well know we should control our frequent partying habits
thus
we rejected. and a series of dramaaaaaa and tension is on its way t explode -.-

but before the worst,
haha ive enjoyed my xmas night at orchard road
walking along the streets,
viewing the pretty xmas lights
really brightened my day :)
indeed a lighthearted night,
thanks bbbbb for everything :)
or simply, just being there for me.
and that alone is sufficient t fill the gaps of emotional dehydration
with generous flow of care, and whats more, love :)
and aftrwards
mission impossible 4-ghost protocol
duhh, of course i'll rate it 4/5
hahaha! nice stunts, nice groove, nice actor (TOM CRUISE,hehh)

and opening up pressies at night is even more :DDD
grins. hahah
i love hand made cards, thoughtful pressies, sincere words.

26th: LUNCH AT SIZZLERS.
yummy much. hahaha
boxing day w jc friends :)
gf, bff, bape, gf's bf, darling v.cap. lol
ps3.mono deal.bridge.big 2.
camwhoreeeeeee :)
so much fun w my oldie goodie friends :)

but yeahhhhhhh.

first time having some troubles w one of my bestfriend.
over trivial issues. well done,

well done man.
like seriously,
i know its my fault for just playing mia with S,
didnt talk things w him directly, but hey
u urself turn down girls the same way as i do,
and u know how difficult it is to handle some tougher cases eh!
and now you could raise your voice cos of some accusations and
false testimonials from A. like really, urghhhh.

childish.
and yea, im really upset that 2 best friend could b upset over some mundane issues like this.
but let me tell u,
i have done nothing wrong in this whole stupid big wooha k.
u know me best.
otherwise, 3 years of strong friendship is really going down the drain.

moral of story.
never to give no. to guys met in club,
even if hes ur church friend/ father's friend/friend's bestfriend, or whosoever.

2011-12-18T11:32:00.002+02:00

Last saturday- hanging in genting :D
followed by 3 days shopping in kl,

woots, indeed was an awesome short getaway,
escaping from all the overwhelming stress and booyas in singapore.
heh, partial escapism though,
some things will nevertheless b hanging at the back of the mind.
temporarily stay put at the buffer section,
and then slowly it retrieves itself,
restoring back as an unforgettable memory.

gentingg= CASINO
all day all night, hahaha
with dimsum breakfast, a sporty game of bowling, baskin robins icy creamy,
asian fusion dinner, cup noodles genting-styled supper :D

KL= SHOPtillwedropped
hehhh, full bod massage,
accompanied by big black fishes touring our legs like coral reefs,
shopshopshop, card games,
and sleeeeep w big piece of reflective glass above on our headdd
(yeaaa, its really a mirror hanging on the ceiling :zz)

time flies
one more weeek t xmas,
and another t new yearrrr,
and a couple of weeks more t my bday :p

alrightt,
back t reality,
got t b down t earth,
:) cheers

2011-12-04T17:06:00.002+02:00

mad saturday.

yacht party at keppel bay,
then another at fullerton hotel,
and lastly filter club.

wine, beer, champagne, vodka, belvederee..
:3

oh yeahh,
and yam cha the next afternoon..

got t stop partying. :zzzz

and,
i should stop judging,
and go w the flow?

heart or mind?
:(

2011-11-30T19:45:00.001+02:00

1) you couldnt entirely forget about her

2) you dont mean it
"love you for who you are' hah

dont come after me then.

2011-11-30T16:21:00.002+02:00

yaeeeeeeee,
going t yacht next saturday,
followed by filter member club :)
awesome partehh night again;

lifes been pretty good :)
met many new friends,
(heh, tall, short, fat, skinny, macho,
pretty, handsome, glamourous,
in short, simply amazing people!)
been t many places
buttttt...
big hole in pocketttt alr!!
and
i havent been studying consistently :(
man, imbalance again,
my 'study hard, play hard' theory doesnt hold anymore.
somebody PLEASE constantly remind me t study.

more project coming up, wooots :)
baaaaaazar!!!! :D

annd more workk...
gna b photographer at a xmas event at town,
&tuitions resuming :(
hope i can get the wedding flowergirl job@ritz again, hehhhh
but work = moneyyyyyy!

andddd im going genting/kl next week,
heh, looking forward :)
another yacht for xmas :p
and mayb going t indo for new yearrrr :D

indeeeeeed, it marks a good end to 2011

but
you couldnt forget abt her.

2011-11-23T09:51:00.002+02:00

2 movies in a week :p

1.immortals w my younger bro :D
4/5 stars; geee, love the fighting scenes,
but they protrayed titans as evil and deadly monster (dislike!)

2.youre the apple of my eyes
30mins into the show, and i was like WHY AM I WATCHING THIS.
haha, but towards the end, i realised that its highly relevant t many of us.
not a fairytale ending though,
3/5stars. haha.

andddd mj at my place last fri,
followed by butter on sat was madness :p
time t study again,
:o boringggggg...

2011-11-14T08:17:00.001+02:00

all time low :(
-the wanted

cant wait for weekends alrrrr

2011-11-10T16:25:00.002+02:00

J-bar @ M hotel
and Boulevard @ millenia walk;
nice places to chill :)

tower heist
2/5 stars;
its so lame, dont be fooled by its publicty,
though theres eddie murphy and ben stiller,
but its still a BOOYA for me.

somebody tell me how i should be feeling;
:(
avalon sooooon!
and genting/kl trip,
christmasssss :D
and new yearrrrr v.v.soon ;)

2011-10-31T18:14:00.002+02:00

still pondering over what has happened.
man, everyones feeling so screwed, :S,
its so dramatic, taiwan drama, matchmaking session!
phail!!
and made me wondering if i should really feel @##$$^%%,
and yeaa, indeed i should feel this way.

conclusion,
i should be shot,
like seriously

2011-10-30T16:54:00.001+02:00

halloweeen 2011

so happening, went uss on friday night aft a long day of lesson:)
it was really cool, especially one of the haunted house,
if i didnt rmb wrongly, its called vengence of the matriach,
peranakan styled concept :o
its so scaryyyy!! :z
there are corpses hanging down from the ceiling,
walking through a narrow hallway of ancient clothes,
head and body parts on a dining table,
tortured bodies in a chamber while the torturer leaps
from one corner to another. :o
along the streets too,
those zombies, mummies, aliens :zz
thankfully im did screamed or run, else would have been followed by them :o
andd took the accelerator and mummy roller coaster too :)
love the effects, the rides and most imptly the companions too :)

butter factoryyyyy on saturday! woooo
went off t wm house w gfs t doll up, hehhh,
p did a really great job on my face, haha, i looked quite scary i guess,
LOL and flagging for cab was quite epic, lol
thankfully we have one 'normal' person among 6 ghostly figures. HAHA
oh yeaaaaa, finally got t butter entrance,
only t realised all our reservations and guestlist have been cancelled,
felt like ive been scam :(
first time q-ing, and it took more than an hour :(
luckily we girls had free entry :p
hmmm, alright and we're in!
drink drink drink and dance dance dance :)
and running around! haha trying t bluff the security we have vip chalks,
and snuck into the other hall. :3
and i was v.sober, haha, and i felt so childish for the first time in club,
and inappropriate too :o
made a lot of friends too, hehhh, exciting!!!

back t reality-MUG

2011-10-25T20:53:00.002+03:00

rhythm of love :D

cant wait for halloween, gee.
i guess i wont be able t concentrate in class till halloweeeeen is over.
hahaha :D

hmm, a good friend of mine, p said smth
which got me thinking for quite awhile.
hmmm,
"its not that you're not ready to embark on another journey,
neither do you enjoy the freedom you're having,
you're just afraid the other would give up half-way."

well, idk,

enjoy life and be merry, why not :D
perhaps ive could already see whats gna happen ahead,
why plunge into some waters not knowing whether theres sharks in there,
or maybe the water could be so shallow that i'll die from the fall instead of drowning.
and
why should i consider all these situation when im enjoying myself on my safety boat?!
cos
im so sure i'll be dead if i were t jump into the water,
and ure gna be hurt too.

2011-10-24T10:25:00.002+03:00

footloose
3/5 stars,
hehhh, it got me all hyped up in the middle of the night,
haha, still hyper even aft supper :D

danceeeeee everybody.

2011-10-18T19:41:00.002+03:00

friends w benefits
2.5/5 stars, cos i hate the ending.
how can they remained as fb after all they have been through?

and ive come to realise a really depressing truth,
sometimes when you finally decided
to actually treat this somebody nicely,
you will end up being taken for granted,
even those this somebody is seemingly perfect initially.

i dont really like you anymore, somebody,
you blew it up.

2011-10-15T12:48:00.003+03:00

:) lifes good.
gna watch real steel and dream house later. heh.
and paranormal act 3 is coming, should i challenge myself again?
hahahaa.

school has been good :D
though hectic, and modules are so much tougher than last yr's
but the new friends ive made in school are really c00l :)
we STUDY hard and BUTTER hard together :3 haha
next up is avalon! wooots!

halloweeeeeeeen is coming :D
sourcing for costumes was fun! hehhhh,
my first plan was t b lil red riding hood,
but i looked like im wearing a red poncho more than a cape..
haha and so.... am
gna dress up as black swan, hahaha,
i hope i dont look too weird. geee :3
should i add some bloooooood? LOL
cant wait! geeee, friends gna dress up as pig head (LOL),
jig saw, bloody student, dead bride, maid, priest, dracula, phatom :D

and i proudly say im totally over you :)
& i wouldnt step into another 'grave' in the near future.
absolutely not.

2011-09-26T12:53:00.002+03:00

johnny english
ratings: 4/5stars.

love the actions, heh, but he still reminds me of Mr Bean.
clumsy, funny, big actions..
haha!

just started school,
man, year 2 is not for the faint hearted,
really got t start mugging, dont wna let history repeat itself anymore! :o
but again, i feel like joining odac!

what should i do? :o
haha,
and 20th. dangs.

2011-09-14T12:07:00.002+03:00

crazy stupid love
ratings: 4/5 stars;

hahaha, totally hilarious :)
especially the scene whr they fought at the backyard.
hoho.

so yeah, how relevant is this phrase "crazy stupid love" in todays society?
and the answer is very relevant...

2011-09-05T19:25:00.002+03:00

h&m, here i comeeee!!!

and am embarking on something special,
should i continue? withdraw?
or leave it hanging?
hah, i guess option 3 sounds the most feasible huh.
just like a game of poker,
comes w a risk when you say "ALL IN"

& finally you opened up your wall huh.
but i have no courage t even browse through it.

o wells,
shall not sink into emotional state again,
:)
i cant believe it myself too.

2011-09-03T21:13:00.002+03:00

lifes good :)

rest.sleep.play.work..
cowboy alien show-waste of time, though dan craig was good,
cant wait t watch fd 5.
celebrated angie& shun bday:p

woots, COMEX it fair!

first time working there, heh,
promoting otterbox and ego (iphone accessories under epicenter)
heh, pretty good experience :)
teamwork is really impt!
made lot of friends and had fun too!
hahah,
learnt stories abt each other lives,
o well,
in short, let us all move on :)

and drinking 3 days straight is cool, heh,
not exactly drowning in misery,
but reflecting, slightest bit of lamenting as well.

the script-for the first time.

2011-08-21T12:31:00.002+03:00

raaahhhhhhhhhhhh.

work has ended :)
fareweellll and stayed overnight at barage, woots.
and preparation for farewell gifts was madness.
HAHAHA (slept less than 10hours in 3 days)
ah, really miss some of my closer colleagues there, :(

batam trip was cool.
heh, companion was pretty good,
jiawen, shirlene, ivan :z
played sabouteur, m.deal, bridge, big 2, uno, majongg overnight
had vodkaaaa (yeah, i wouldnt touch alcohol for the next 6months man)
dip in the pool :D water polo, sun tan,
shoppinggggggg!! a&w, pizzza (yummmy)
3 hours full body spa~scrubs, massage and bubble bath.
wooots, this 3 days 2 night trip seems like 5 days long man,
haha, only slept 7 hours in all. LOL
it marks a good end t my summer vacation :)
goodbye marina bay sands.

oh yea, 2oth again.

2011-08-12T11:50:00.001+03:00

dangs,

"babe, where are you now? i saw your bf at the airport alone. lol"

and then again,
reminded of you.

2011-08-11T22:26:00.001+03:00

im becoming noctornal.

oh no!

and
i should just pretend ive never known you before.
erase,
and remove.

2011-08-05T21:54:00.002+03:00

time flies;

gna end work next sunday,
starting t miss my workplace quite abit alr,
despite my schedule being
super
duper
ultra
mega
hectic and packed
but well, least it distract me from smth i dont wna think about!
missing great companions like gaud, shir, jwen, ivan, sherman, weina, yingjie..
too many t list :Z but ahhh,
i dont feel like ending workk

but ironically,
im going for trips aft work,
heh, one after another. WOOHOO!

captain america's good ;D
another brilliant marvel film, woots!
4.5/5 stars, heh! company was good too :)

havent had much time t meet up w friends :zzz
but tml!! heh, MBS hotel stay t celebrate rz bday!
gna b an awesome day ;)
Darling ger is finally back, cant wait t meeeeeet!
and shabu buffet meal w jess, oet, shun was gooodieeeee too!
gna upload my double J album soon;
june and july, heh..

and gna change hair colour soooooooon1!
medium copper brown? ash brown?
perm?? :O

lifes been good :)
carefree, happy, busy :)
sch gna start, gna pick up a new sports soon.
horse riding? power pleasured craft? latin/contem/jazz dance?
heh, :D
and im learning starting t learn jap :D
woots, lifes good :p

until i read this post on my friend's fb:
it goes like this:

often we ignore those who cherish us,
but treasure those who neglect us.
we love those who hurt us,
but break the hearts of those who want us.

(okay, i admit i did edit alil to make it seem more depressing,
but hey,
its so true :z)
what t do now?
any suggestions?

2011-07-18T15:18:00.001+03:00

ahhhh, i talked to CHEN FALA and PAUL EATON :)
hahah!

harryyy potter
4.5/5stars;

and im super addicted to;
for the first time-the script.

2011-07-10T20:43:00.000+03:00

i cant sleeeeep.
somebody save me.

:o

2011-07-09T16:59:00.001+03:00

this places about to blowwwwwwww up.

-dance inspired by dali?

2011-07-04T20:43:00.002+03:00

busy weeeeeeek again,
worrrrk -.-

demanding, chaotic, stressful :(
but luckily, made good friends :)
planning our overseas trippp already. woots!
cant wait t relaxxxxx bef starting school again.

anddddd rz bdayy planning in progress :)

and id really wna go tanjong pagar railway station lehhhhh
and
i still miss u, abit, from time to time :o

2011-06-26T17:47:00.002+03:00

:)cheeeeeers to itouch and vaio!!
2 wishes off my list, oh yea,
slippers and red lippy too.

had fleaaaa ystd, woots, busy week,
practically worked for 7days in a row,
and now, sick :o

fleaaaa was goooood :)
had so much fun!! thanks oet, shun and bape. LOL

workkk is pretty alrightt so far,
made good friends, learnt new skills.
best point of all: prevent me from suffocating in agony.
&
realised i trap in a deeeeep hollow hole,
forcing myself t climb,
and climb.

2011-06-19T17:34:00.002+03:00

u are a BIG SUCKER.

i bless that every good thing will befall onto u,
that u will live each day happily till the day u return t the lord.

URGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2011-06-19T16:06:00.001+03:00

its 20th again.

drowning in distractions or
has successfully "cut it off"?

2011-06-05T16:57:00.002+03:00

obsessed w richie jen's song
after rewatching the movie

"contract lover"

500k for a lifetme,
would you be mine?

2011-06-05T16:57:00.000+03:00

2011-05-29T20:04:00.000+03:00

issue of the heart.

complications
complicated...

2011-05-28T20:51:00.002+03:00

mind versus heart.

reminders everywhere.

im still alive but im barely breathing.

schedule for now is:
work work work
play play play
shop shop shop
chat chat chat

i need distractions please. :o

and im outsourcing for top quality waygu beef, medium well please
HAHA (hints oet)

2011-05-25T18:34:00.000+03:00

turning revengeful? :o
:o i hope not :D

2011-05-24T19:38:00.002+03:00

:)
not as easy as i thought!

2011-05-23T17:41:00.003+03:00

am bored,
so decided to blog again,
and im pretty surprised that my friends are really concern abt me,
especially after ive changed my r/s status.
haha,
and im fine :)
back on the right track alr,
not gna waste anymore tears and time on someone not worthy of anything :)

oh yehhhh, having my hols all the way till sep22.
sighs, its getting boringgg,
no lifeeeee alr, drama and eat and sleeeeeep.
and ive finished the whole ANTM cycle 15 and 16
have t restrict myself frm gg out too often, got to save $$.

alrightttt, wishlist and plans for the holidays:
1. learn powerboat (have been saying fr ages)
2. pick up a new language (jap/malay/french/sign language :)
3. get a jobbb
4. find more tuition assignments
5. get a life
6. gucci shades :)
7. burberry's RED staple dress
8. many many urban decay/sephora products :D
9. new slippers; RED? BLUE?
10. bold RED lippy
11. new hairstyle
12. pick up a new sports, maybe?

and a friend came up to me and said
"guess tml's headlines will be girl found motionless in bedroom"

but i told him, it should be
"young man murdered by ex-girlfriendS"

HAHA.

2011-05-23T11:29:00.004+03:00

trapped
emotionally;

15 months-
you opened my eyes,
revealed your true colours,
never knew lying was your forte,
all your ideal pretences,
splendid denials,
flawless maturity,
everlasting promises,
fabulous attitude,
wonderful memories,
outstanding charisma,
unconditional love,
decent conduct,
admirable integrity,
authentic feelings,
fufiling experiences
and the beautiful slut...

what a perfect letdown.
i need more courage
gna be decisive,
and end it once and for all.

you will regret,
yes you,
i'm referring to you :)

unwell

2011-05-22T15:55:00.003+03:00

all day staring at the ceiling
making friends with shadows on my wall
all night hearing voices telling me
that i should get some sleep
because tomorrow might be good for something

hold on
feeling like im headed for a
breakdown
and i dont know why

but i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell
i know right now you cant tell
but stay awhile and maybe you'll see
a different side of me

i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired
i know right now you dont care
but soon enough you're gna think of me
and how i used to be
me

awesome song frm matchbox twenty
its so relevant now, sighs,
never expected myself t be close to this state.

i still miss you :(

2011-05-17T19:41:00.002+03:00

fast five.
awesome show: 5/5 stars,
hot choco during the show is good :)

The lost blademen.
not-so-good show: 2.5/5 stars,
badddd, plus companion :o

black friday was indeed bad,
bad day till saturday,
no no, till today :)

drowning myself.

2011-05-01T18:16:00.000+03:00

BREAKEVEN.

2011-04-27T19:07:00.003+03:00

what are words-

Anywhere you are, i am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise i keep
Cos what kind of girl will i be
If I was to leave when you need me most

what are words when you really dont mean them
when you say them
what are words if they're only for good times
then they dont
When its love,
yeah, you say them out loud.
Those words, they never go away
They leave on,
Even when we're gone....

2011-04-27T15:54:00.003+03:00

i'm such a loser :(

didnt have enough courage at the perfect moment;
holding back?
why am i still hoping for salvation.

breakeven.

2011-04-21T14:02:00.002+03:00

"one day you wake up and find that you're missing me......"

i wonder what your reactions will be.

perhaps i need more courage.

2011-04-10T17:16:00.001+03:00

And im sorry that i hurt you sorry that i fell through sorry i was falling in love with you Im sorry that it came through but sorry doesnt turn back time for all that i have done to you i wish that i could make it right so sorry that i loved you sorry that i needed you sorry that i hold you tight.

2011-04-02T08:26:00.000+03:00

blackberry, iphone or htc? :O

Just as i thought i know it all..

2011-03-27T17:39:00.002+03:00

o wells, one last week to the end of study break, man, i guess i need to buck up. cravings for icecream again. yum yummmm.. *give me some signs.

2011-03-10T09:40:00.001+02:00

oh wells,
:(

marchhhhhe

2011-03-07T09:32:00.002+02:00

prelims are over :) three more weeks of holidays before the real intensive revision starts :O
okayyyy, things happened for a reason.
&people do change. sighs.

still trying t figure out some stuff;
need some time.

:D raybeehoney1

No strings attached :0

2011-02-24T14:43:00.002+02:00

we may only have tonight,
but till the morning sun
youre mine. all mine.
play the music low,
&sway to the rhythm of love <3

2011-02-20T17:34:00.002+02:00

fluffy <3s

turning point

:)

more sugarrrr please.

fluffy!!

2011-02-16T05:17:00.001+02:00

Gee.
V.day over, but one year anniversary coming :D

i love my flower, fluffy&
baby :)

Feb wonders!

2011-02-10T18:23:00.002+02:00

had a fabulous lunar new year celebration:)
really awesome one! heh!!!

looking forward to
1) V.day :D
2) one yr anniverary :D
3) TP :O

and then it will be..
my prelims :(
man, haha, i just realised ive got prelims in 3 weeks time.
slowly trying t adapt t the mugging mode again :D

but yeahh, with hope and optimism,
lifes good :D

2011-01-23T15:50:00.002+02:00

wth man; seriously~
countdown timer starts

cherish
or else, regret :)
yeahhhh.. might not make it?! :O

alright, had a nice jap lunch& last min movie today :D:
seasons of the witch
well, i was wrong t think it was some kiddo fantasy show,
heh, in fact, it turned out t be pretty terrifying w demons, possessions ://
and nicholas cage reminds me of a.creed, heh,
hes just like Ezio :p

jaaaannnnnnnnnnn

2011-01-18T17:55:00.003+02:00

geeees,

life has been goooooooood :D
alright, the most happening stuff/event that happened was comms ball :)
oh man, it was so so so so fun!
bumped into my senior& camp friend from my NCC days! HAHA
&&&
met new people, gt t eat good foooooood
and of course, get t doll up :D

oh yeaaaa, singing k w gf, hwee and yxi.
hahah, yeh, im so sorry man,
he was susposed t be yx, but he became yxi. HAHA

& man,
good food this month = brokeeeeee :(
new york, manhantten, swensens, jewel box
all in a week ://// haha!

andddd
love and other drugs is a pretty fabulous movie
4/5 stars :D
but but but,
only watch w ur bf/gf/bff pleaseeee. haha,
go watch it & u will know why :p

harpieeeee :DDD
and i only have sch once a week! HAHA

wet wet thursday

2011-01-06T11:39:00.000+02:00

i need someone t brave the rain and buy dinner for me!
RAH

Awesome monday

2011-01-03T17:17:00.001+02:00

:) :) :)
simply fabulous.

ASK ME WHY if u wna know!!!!!!

2011-01-01T10:04:00.005+02:00

NEW YEAR; WELCOME 2011

some happy memories in 2010:

Universal studio/ nov

ion orchard~desserts :D/dec

bintan resort :D

nov

Marina barage, kite flyinggg/ sep

KBOX/ july

E2max/ nov

TCC @citylink/ july

Seoul garden/ june

boxing day @orgio/ dec

topshop! hoho/july

cable car/june

chomp chomp!!/ march

halloween@ zirca/rebels/oct

commissioning parade :D june

pathlight madness/ jan-july

others: marina bay sandsX4/eski bar/flyer flyers/double helix bridge/

toy musem/ pixar exhibition/ night safari/henderson's wave/ mt faber/

airforce musuem/ gem island/ pool&bowling&swimming&running&

many many movies&food :DD

2011:

gna smile more, play lesser and mug harder :)

chases away all pessimism; embracing a new year :D

hohoho;

well, 2010 has been an awesome year for me, especially the first half of the year;

brand new experience working in pathlight school,

learning new skills; adapting t new envt; coping w diff kinds of students (got really scared at times esp when one crawled on the floor, grabbing my leg :O)

anddddddd

making several good and close sisters and brothers :)

like angie, shun, darr, jess, oet! heh heh!

enjoyed gg for tuition w angie even aft work!

besides working hard, played really hard too;

w students, friends and baby :D

-supper, sing K, playing carom/table tennis... mahjong!!!! hohoho.

fabulous 8months!!!!!

after leaving pathlight, had many great outings w my sec sch/church/jc friends :)

USS/MBS/gem island/genting/bintan/barage/cable car...

AWESOME!!! am thankful for my good friends around me :p

really appreciate bff ger and joe, jw, gf jas, bape zr, bff rz, bro kq, vice cap(POP) cw, babe sha, dracula ed, laoda zq, alwin, ps, sister ely, jess for being there for me whenever i need someone t talk/eat/shop/hangout/rant/gossip/bitch to! heh heh!

& darling diana, vin, hwee, loong, for being the 4 friends whom i catch up/made towards the end of the year :) lovely!!!!!

oh yeh, and sch starts at late august. hmmm, though its pretty boring and dreaadful t start schooling again, am glad that school work are managable :D

so much better than jc days :/ less stress, less hectic. heh

able t play and work even when im schooling!

& yeap. was pretty towards the end of the year :(

quite afew major changes/incidents in my life~

inevitable ones :( but well, life isnt smooth sailing,

its a game of snake and ladder, gotta make the fullest out of it!

yeaaa, got to overcome, and be positive!!!!

not gna b that vulnerable and fragile anymore :)

alright, jingles seasons over.

new year ahead!

gna make it a fruitful/enjoyable one!!!!!

yes!!!!!! will strive for the best :D

blessed :D

GRANITE

2010-12-19T17:19:00.002+02:00

how;
what t do when u discovered smth ure not supposedt? :(
and even after asking, u dont get an satisfactory answer?
or rather, u felt that u were being deceived?

blown away.

HUNGGGGGGGG

2010-12-15T15:19:00.003+02:00

hang hang hang hang
HUNG.

xmas mood

things t do for dec:
prawn
jb
puzzle
islands cafe
partyyyyeeeeeee X 5
museum

eggg

boo

fireworks

2010-12-09T18:33:00.002+02:00

couldnt differentiate weekends from weekdays anymore.
is that a good sign?

runaway not

2010-12-06T18:16:00.003+02:00

realised i need t have the ability t look beyond what things appear t be :)

search deeper;
dont trust what i see/hear completely&
dont jump t conclusion andd..

remain cool & safe! :)
deep breathes 5 4 3 2 1...

ignore those f.people who are out t destruct ur lives;
have fun w those who add happiness t ur days!

dont waste ur energy being mad/annoyed/irritated by them;
like a classic phrase my gf taught me, just say: "i hate u, bye!"
and chase them our of ur pleasant life :)

hm, & i totally enjoyed talking t an old frd of mine tday,
nvr had such an enjoyable convo w him before,
and he made me realised quite a few things man,
esp when he shared w me the typical lifestyle/mentality of a shag, tired army guy aka "really trying t be a very good boyfriend" :p
haha, man, gotto be supportive :D
& in exchange i did gave him some advices,
and stood up for girls!!!
hope its of good use :)

and as usual,
I CANT WAIT FOR XMAS TO COME!!!!!!!!
partyyyeeee, presentssssss, gatherings, & going back t god :)

& all my exciting outings before XMAS!
i cant wait :DDD

december;

2010-12-04T08:21:00.002+02:00

dont let me fall;

emptiness :(

pluck those stars down!

2010-12-01T15:01:00.001+02:00

"Never gna give u up;
never gna let u downnn..."

i miss those days.
bring it backkk!!

blessed

2010-11-28T17:56:00.001+02:00

i'm so thankful for friends around me :)

praise the lord :)

2010-11-26T16:12:00.002+02:00

unbreakable

lets just stop all our childish ways,
and walk according t god,
so that our lives can be more fulfilling.

i dont like t play mind guessing games :(
admit
& confess Our mistakes,
dont deny.

it comes and go,
so, just make the best out of it.
dont regret when everythings too late...

2010-11-26T14:34:00.002+02:00

damn.

*Ogggy strikes;
and i dont like it.

okay, adopting my
"dont know, dont care, dont give a damn"
strategy.
the coloured lens, magazines, companionship :(
craps.

hmmm,
playing w my new precious-kinect :p

& finally..
tml is the day!

i need t talk.

2010-11-23T17:06:00.001+02:00

dream.

i cant waittttt forrrr sattturrrrdayyyyyyyyyy!!!!
blasttttttttttttt;

hope its worthh it;
cancelled 4 plans just for u!

i miss u super super super lots!
:(

2010-11-21T08:21:00.002+02:00

NAHD :(((
hmmm,
tgif restaurant @heeren is GOOOD :DD
4.5/5 stars!!!! lovely day out w D, V, ZR :D

&i love my new pedicure :p

i cant wait for xmas!!!

i miss u :(

2010-11-16T17:19:00.003+02:00

its getting harder and harder to breath -M5.

alrighttt, public holidayy tml,
but things are getting from bad t worse :(
boredom.

SCREAMS.

i need some help here;
urghhhhhhhh!

and yeap, gna postpone by plan t cut hair;
:DDD e.grinss.

and u reminded me of my student in elm :p
hahahahaha.

2010-11-13T17:06:00.002+02:00

its a shopping saturday!

thanks mum!
love my cardigan from new look,
and my floral top and white top from zara :)
shopping rocksss!!!!
heh.

oh yehhh, meeting angie and shun was awesome, as usual!!!
thanks for being my bitching partners :p

and yeh
i dont know what ure up to,
especially after clearing things out ystd.
stopped it cannnn!
im beginning t be afraid of u again :(((

alrighttttt, one more day t seeing baby!!
cant wait.
and yehhhh,
flu strikes :(

2010-11-10T16:35:00.002+02:00

megamind!!!!
nice twist!!!!
4/5 stars :)

oh yeahhh,
lots of misses!!!!!!
but its only 3 days since i last saw u :p

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh;
i want christmas t come soon!!!

what seems perfect has many unseen faults; but those flaws within imperfections can mould it closer into perfection. envy not.

2010-11-09T16:57:00.002+02:00

2010-11-06T05:57:00.003+02:00

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!
hahaha, bintan trip was good :)
kayaked in south china sea, swimming, jacuzzi, eat seafood (yummm),
camwhoring on buggy/bikes..
wooooohooooo!!!!
next destination: BALI!!!!! :D

oh yeahhh, universal studio tonightttt :p

im loving life :)

2010-10-31T11:41:00.002+02:00

HALLOWEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
fly it like a G6 yo.
AND IM SO GNA DRESS UP NEXT YEARRRR MAN!!!

oh yeh, havent occured in a long long time yo.
&i wna look for u.

reality check :/

2010-10-29T16:20:00.001+02:00

5 days to sun.sea.water;
my eat, love, pray journey :D
hehehehe.

finally holidayyys! hohohooo,
got to revise,
but first,
SHOPPING :D

life's good :)
halloween tml!!!!
PARTEHHH

2010-10-24T17:58:00.002+03:00

paranormal activity; not for the faint hearted

but luckily got baby,
otherwise really :////

hahahhhhhh;
embarking on my eat.love.pray journey soon!
hohoho.

everythings goodddddd :D
thank god.

&

eggcited!!! halloween coming!!!!!

2010-10-17T17:37:00.002+03:00

starting school again :(
monday blues acting again.

great weeeeeekends w baby :p;
movie: takers; 3/5 stars..

man,
do unto others what you want others to do unto you.
try me again, and im gna do smth about it.

my patience is running out.

2010-10-15T12:26:00.002+03:00

what do you need when ure feeling:

sad: shoulders t cry on

angry: pair of listening ears

afraid: protection + security

jealous: attention

happy: laughters

all of the above: GOD

EAT PRAY LOVE:

2010-10-10T05:57:00.002+03:00

EAT PRAY LOVE:

inspiring! i rate it 4.5/5 stars!
love the culture, scenery, people, food!
whooooooo!

and it makes me wna go Bali :)
but before Bali,
Bintan!! :p

hmm, had a super wonderful seafood dinner at ecp,
and now.. fever and sore throat!
too sinful alr, heh!!

love saturday night;
loving sunday morning :D

2010-10-07T19:20:00.002+03:00

boring lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh;
school, tuition, driving, :(
homework, test :/

and can you dont zsdfverx alr?
still not enough ha! :/

things im looking forward t:
hotstone at clarke quey :D
halloweeeeeeen parttty
bintannnn ftw :)
hohoho!

2010-10-03T16:29:00.001+03:00

&^%$#@!!!

i dont know what to say about u man!

man, germaine and darren are gone :(
but at least still got baby.
haiyooooooo!

2010-09-30T19:16:00.000+03:00

aeeeeehhhyooooooooooo.

holding on :)

hope weekends gna be good.

2010-09-28T18:08:00.001+03:00

you smile, i smile;

returning :p

2010-09-28T18:08:00.000+03:00

you smile, i smile;

returning :p

2010-09-24T20:55:00.003+03:00

and i HATE hidden agendas.

totally.

2010-09-24T20:48:00.002+03:00

"HOT!!!!!!!!!!!"

yeap, passed my BTT. heh heh :D
first practical soon! woohoo.
hk drama's awesome :)

and

i love my baby :)
thanks for today :p
short and sweet!

finally weekends man!
plans:

1. back-to-mugging mode session w
gf jaslyn, zr, cw and rz
F1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. farewell supper @ chomp2 for my dearest bro, darr!
and tgt with those awesome ppl frm pl. woooo!

3. TCC @ citylink for ger, my BFF!!
w joe, joan and jw

awesommmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeee.

man,
suffering frm sdfiwqohfewifwidfiws.
damn.

2010-09-22T06:17:00.002+03:00

i came across this yesterday
"to act justly, to love mercy and to walk humbly with god."

and yeh, lifes been pretty okay and boring :/
school/tuition/blah blahhhh..
next thing t look foward t is my holidays in nov and dec,
and maybe my driving too :)

and recently ive been asking my friends this question:
Can true love exists/lasts without the lust?

and the responses i got were:
"OBVIOUSLY NO/very difficult/guys cannot one lar": more than 10 people
"maybe, might be able to/ girls could, but guys nahh": 2
"yes! since its TRUE love": 2, including me :/
(the other person who said yes is a GUY :D)

haha, and i guessed im too naive.
but anw, interesting survey isnt it? hmm.

and then, i saw this interesting comment on fb
"women have sex to get love, men love to get sex"

blown away.

and yeh! hate the weather,
sore throat, flu, cough :(

i want the weekends to come NOW!

2010-09-17T19:08:00.001+03:00

am i just too demanding?
or am i just expecting too much?

:(

2010-09-17T19:07:00.001+03:00

why like that :( :( :(

2010-09-15T17:14:00.000+03:00

i cant be bothered alr.

goodnight!

2010-09-15T17:10:00.002+03:00

accomodation,

would u rather be the one who compromises all the time or the otherwise?

cant wait for the weekends alr,
though its holidays :/
musical @ pathlight was awesome!
ahhh, miss my working days where we could talk/play/work all at once!

man,
lifes tough :(

2010-09-07T16:50:00.002+03:00

"can we pretend that
airplanes and night sky
are like shooting stars."

nice meeting ger just now :)
and thanks t baby ah,
met the extended family ://
totally unprepared ahhh; glasses/unkempt hair/shorts!
aiyoooohh :p

one word t describe school..
SIAN.
though company's pretty alright,
still couldnt really get over the cruel fact totally
~i rejected ntu for sim!

maybe joining salsa or photo will make me change the SIAN to EXCITING!

alright, lifes has been pretty busy :(
tuitions, outings,
bday celebrations (VERY VERY AWESOME!),
and idk what else im busy w, but just
very little time t sleep/rest/slack :(

and yeh, second SIAN
cos i couldnt publish all my photos on fb :(
private them for the sake of dqsadwf! :((

time to sleeeeep..
will mug a lil first :p

2010-09-02T07:55:00.001+03:00

tolerance, endurance, faith
thats what i need.

for now,
at least.

2010-08-31T18:02:00.001+03:00

whatever makes u happy;
kept waiting and waiting
and
yes, you broke ur the record.

2010-08-31T16:02:00.003+03:00

dy-dy-dynamite!

i dont wna study;

still wna play/eat/slack/partyyyyy..

guess you will never understand,

even if i told you so.