Reluctance? Hesitation?

well, experienced joy, misery, happiness, shock, fun, love, anger, annoyance today.
haha, what an awesome friday eh? Cried in the morning over the phone, and had the after-effect till lunch time; fortunately was happy chatting and hanging out with my students and friends. next, was shock during CCA when one of the student tried t strangle the other :/really tired after that. However, the game of frisbee after that w sm, lem and the students made me energetic! havent play such a great game for very long alrr. :) On the way back, wanted some peace initially, but was irritated. :/ though i love t gossisp and listen t news, but im not the type who would name call, and bitch about everything under the sun. man, cant click w those ppl i guess. yeap, annoyance. Back home, argued w my mum.Left the house and was really glad by the surprise baby gave me :))
thanks baby. & then..

yeap, reluctant? hesisting?
sorry, i dont think i am.