terribly upset over my v.v.v.bad results.

double U for the first time. hah, broke my record for maths. its even lousier than those days when i was struggling w Amaths. chem, hah, complacent i guess, thought i would surely passed. hmm. WHYYYYYY, whywhyWHY. i did study, though its not my hundred percent effort. but it was supposed t be sufficient for me t pass. utterly disappointed. was t susposed t b a test of my faithfulness? hah, or was it susposed t be a wake up call from heaven? t think my aim for prelims was t score straight C and ab0ve. A lvl is in 2mths time. and im starting t be freak out w the routes left for me aft As. Would i b able t do well enough t get into NUS, or even NIE? worried, poignant but i know ive gt no time t lament anymore.

recovering from disappointment, hopefully.