Friday, July 10, 2009
F.
my mood for now.
my mood for now.
today's service was preached by pastor A.R Bernard. indeed, it was awesome, and learnt alot from it. well, the main thing was the steps of faith to loving everyone. the day was great until.. nvm.
i felt that im seriously taken for granted, perhaps i was paranoid?
it wasnt the first time alr, and i know im truly, surely, really upset and pissed at that moment when i really couldnt take it and snap! just couldnt control as i walked away, and, to make matter worse, okokay, forget it...
alright, 2nd time i snapped in church, i know.
BANG~i know im scary when i snap, heh.
Thankfully ive got nice church friends like Jooyu and Ivan How =D
andd i feel like my kindness and thoughtfulness are always taken for granted.
through this, i could really see whos nice and genuine and whos not.
OR perhaps im just at different frequency w some of them,
or perhaps even guys and gals being superly totally insensitive?
hah. im not trying t deny, but am really unsure.
and yea, changing..
starting my mugging mood soon, inspired from kq. dont be shocked if u see me turning into a mugger (though ive been saying this since 2 months ago? HAH) but this time round, im really detemined to mug hard, wna get good grades so as to glorify and honour GOD and my parents =)hah, chatting w diana and renzhi has been great all these while. catching up w mel, aly, cheewee alil was awesome too.
thanks t all who have been around me, encouraging and loving me so far.
anddd, happy bday t julia!